Thank You for being such clear conveyors of truth and light.
“Be the change that you wish to see in the world” and “Healing is found within oneself”, the two of you have honoured and truly manifested the essence of these empowering statements.
The experience last night was profound. There were no words to explain at the time, but here with words I will attempt to share the experience.
First, my ego has spent the last few years working hard to learn this and practise that and push forward, ascend higher, achieve enlightenment, find this oneness, earn it you could even say. I found myself in Thailand training to teach yoga, in monestaries meditating and chanting in the role of a nun myself, mentoring under Hajjar Gibran, traveling around Indonesia to uncover ancient wisdom and grow more along my spiritual path. Books of every faith, of the mystic, and scientific too, I ate them up! Reading and writing, determined! I will find truth! “I’m getting closer”, I innocently thought.
Off to Costa Rica, visiting energetic vortex’s of the land, attending consciousness festivals, learning from local shamans. Sitting in fire circles, interacting with the winds, my power animals, and drumming in the sweatlodge. Next to Guatemala where huge change within took place. Such a pure channel of truth I met there and he opened my eyes to much of myself.. Many things that blocked me fell away and I came home much clearer than ever before.
But still I searched and seeked for more truth, there was something yet to be attained..
I must say the last couple days I have been doing much inner work and questioning even these beliefs I held so strong..
Is there really something else I must find? Or learn? Or experience?
Coming to the sound meditation night with you two, I arrived very open and ready to surrender all that wasn’t truth.
During our group session a beautiful revelation occurred. And not merely a thought, but an experience of pure truth.
Deeper and deeper the body fell into relaxation, mind completely fell away. And as body and mind let go, energy and light were allowed to fill and expand within the body. I could feel my skin being stretched, almost as if I was trying to move around in a sweater that was too tight, and a great pressure in my third eye intensified.
But the discomfort was replaced by this beautiful supportedness. As if I was suspended in a great womb and being lulled into awakening by my true mother/home’s humm. My illuminous spirit was floating above where my physical body had fallen away and it was supported by these energetic wave frequencies that came from all around me. Almost as if I was the inner circle of a wheel and these waves supporting me were the spokes coming from the greater circle on the outside. There was total support, unconditional love, everything was so clear, so effortless, so true. These sounds I was hearing were like encoded messages from where I’ve truly come, reminding me of who I truly am. In this moment all that was not me fell away, and in complete nakedness and absolute freedom I was for the first time.
All these things I have been learning, and practising, and experiencing and striving for have all been tools. I have come to realize now that these tools are not needed to build or achieve or attain something..Rather, they are to dissemble something, to remove and take away all that we pile on top of ourselves, all that we believe to be true, all that we identify with that truly clouds and limits us.
It’s as if last night, those frequencies were the tool I needed to remove that last layer, those false beliefs that had been just holding on to what my ego wished me to believe was myself. The tool that could completely break that barrier so that truth could been seen and experienced in its wholeness.
Thank you for sharing this tool, and the greater love, light, and truth that you have both come to realize so purely.
My ego hates you both 😉 And my truth recognizes you both as itself. I am free of striving to find or do or attain or achieve..any of these things. I am.
All that is left to do is allow truth to unfold and express through this being.
Gratitude, Love and Light Beautiful Brother and Sister,
Dawnaline, Medicine Hat, AB